You have decided to leave me.
You have taken this decision alone.
It is a proof that you never loved me (that way) because you never believed in us. If you would have, then you would have just asked me once before taking this decision.
But, I never said anything, you want to know why?
Because I believed in us. I believed in Love. If you think you can be happy without me, I am happy.
Remember how I would do anything to make you smile? Hope my silence helps you to smile.
I am sorry I could not be what you wanted me to be. I am not that strong enough. I hurt you a lot, don’t I ? Forgive me for that as well. I know I never did it intentionally.
My every moment spent with you was beautiful. I will always remember them. I will always remember you.
But it is also true that from now on whenever I will think about you I will cry and that is why I have decided to not think about you but I know that also will not be possible.
Today I pray to God that no one ever loves me the way I loved you because I would never ever want to hurt anyone so much. I really feel bad for you. It must really hurt a lot when you know that you are the reason for someone’s tears.
I forgive you.
It was never your mistake. You already told me that one day you would leave me but still I loved you.
Not your fault.
But remember these words my love, one day when you go out in this world to find your love…. You will never find anyone who would love you more than I did…. Who would turn the world upside down just to make you smile… Who would die to hear your voice… To hold your hand…. Who would fight with you and then try his best to make you happy once again…. Who would accept you with all your flaws and still love you unconditionally…. Who would run after your bus…. Who would sit and wait for you….
I promise you that today. I do. You would never find such a person.
And If you do, I promise that day I would no longer be alive.
Because I would be in that another person who loves you. I just can’t leave you, I am sorry.
I thought I would write a last poem for you but I guess I no longer have my inspiration to write one….
You are a princess for me and you would always be.
There are so many other things to say but I don’t think you would like to know more non sense.
Just one last thing,
My Love,
It was very nice to know you. You taught me how to Love and then you are also the one because of whom I would never Love again. Yes, you have hurt me but you know, ” Some people are just worth getting hurt from.“
If you want to know how would I be without you let me tell you….
From now on,
I will survive but I wont live.
I will laugh but I wont smile.
I will not be a whole, But just a collection of pieces.
If you cry after reading this Last Message of mine, then my purpose will be fulfilled because,
“I was born in your smile, and wish to die in your tears.”
#inspire
I feel what you were going through! This is amazing❤️
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Thank you for feeling.
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Emotional,touching,beautiful. 🙂
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Thank you so much.
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😞😞😞
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Oh please dont be sad…
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it just makes me think of my love. i so identify with your feelings. it is not often that people love the way that we have.
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Yes.. That is beautifully said.. And i can understand you very well… Stay connected … Hope to touch you more
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of cource.
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I love this! Great job
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Thank you.
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Tears streaming down my face….wow….mission accomplished. Of course, there ‘was’ a man in my life that i wish i could have heard these words from…but would I be strong enough in the end…..Beautiful piece….
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Hey…didnt mean to make you cry… I am sorry…but yes mission accomplished….😊
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Lovely …the tears come w/a smile as I fantasize a bit & receive a more closure to the silence that I had only received. Thank you 😀
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Yes… I understand that… That being one of the reasons I avoid romantic and emotional pieces of work… But what I can i do? Emotions cant always be kept hidden.. Thank you for reading… Hope to impress you more…
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Yes, you have 🙂 Sweet dreams~~
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Very beautiful and moving!
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Thank you…hope to impress you more…😊
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I feel you and I feel the same way about the same issues, I love your writing. Thank you..
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Well people with same emotions always like each other… Thank you so much… Hope to impress you more…☺
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thank you and I will continue to feed on your superb telling.
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I read your stuff and you are a deep soul. Deep and saddened. Rejoice in it because it led you to write so beautifully.
I write poems too. Not as great as you tho. Love to share them with you!
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Yes sure I would really love to read… Thanks for reading my blog… And don’t make me wait much…😉
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Haha. I don’t post poems on my blog. Your email, maybe?
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Oh sure … You can even see my fb account… I don’t use my email much… But here it is rajnish.98105@gmail.com
I ll wait…
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I read it…its amazing
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Thanks!
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Don’t take all the blame on urself… a clap needs a contribution of two the palms… and I would stay connected… 🙂
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My sleeping love and a wadding attended… the former was most heart touching… ’cause it was about dreams and visions of future that were shattered…
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Yes those were shattered but it was my fault… I took someone in my dreams without her permission.. Thanks for your review… Stay connected and do comment… I’ll wait for your review. 😊
Please smile ☺
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I hope ur wishes will come true…
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Thank you… And thanks for being concerned
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Which blog you liked the most?
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Mr. Maze runner… I guess u wanted to knw who I am…. well i am amrita… and u are a true inspirer man..
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I am an inspirer cause I am emotional… Because I cant imagine a similar fate like me… I want to help them…and maybe… If I help others, God might forgive me and give me my love back…
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I am an inspirer cause I am emotional… Because I cant imagine anyone suffering from a similar fate like me… I want to help them…and maybe… If I help others, God might forgive me and give me my love back…
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You can never 100% stop loving someone whom you loved very much.
There is no switch to switch it off…
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Yes you are right my friend… That’s the saddest part…
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She would have cried… a lot… I like what u write… keep it up… tussi great ho…
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Life is a run and emotions are a maze… I am just a maze runner. It is good to know that you liked my work. Hope to impress you more!
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