I need to search for words…

I am writing after a long time.
I often wondered to write something for others but I failed many a times because I no longer have words. I no longer have that determination to drive me to write, to create.

To be honest with myself, this blog of mine was meant to be an exposure of my emotions, a collections of teaching, what I kept on learning.
So that I could share all that with you, with a belief in my heart that I would be able to help some souls…

For people like us, lovers, broken-hearted people who are lost and confused, it is not passion, it is the emotions which drive us to write, to let our pens or hands..  Speak For Us.
And some of them, create history.

To be able to write your emotions, is a matter of courage, is a matter of fearlessness.
True strength is when you are no longer afraid of other people, of what they will think.

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And to live that moment, I wont ever give up...

I have often been called fake, a sympathy-gainer whenever I shared my emotions through my words…
Yes, maybe if I put my emotions in front of you, it is wrong. It is something which is mine, which is not meant to be shared. Yes, because when I share, some of the people among them feel Sorry for me, some of them just don’t care,  some of them feel I am stupid and fake, but..
My experience shouts to me, that there are some people, however few, who will go through the same situation as I went when I wrote my life openly. Yes, my writing would be 90% emotions but there maybe 10% which would be my lesson, my mistakes from which those few people might learn.
I write for them.

There would be a point in your life, when you will stop living for yourself and start living for others. That is what people call ” being in love. “

I don’t write much anymore though. I have forgot how to write poems.
Reason? 
No emotions to drive me anymore. No longer does my passion survives.
I don’t say I have lost emotions, that would be just philosophy and another expression for pain, on the contrary, now I have thousands of emotions but none, strong enough to give first flare to my fire.
I am just looking for a reason. For a passion, just like we all are looking for something so that everything could make sense.
We need each other to make it work.
Let us make it work.
Live for others, so that you can truly live for yourself.

9 thoughts on “I need to search for words…”

  1. I think I should say you’re not alone. 🙂
    It’s difficult for me to find words sometimes.

    But having something that would drive you to write has a different impact.
    I salute you for using your writing skills for the sake of others.
    Helping or encouraging others is a good inspiration.
    🙂

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  2. I think I should say you’re not alone. 🙂
    It’s difficult for me to find words sometimes.

    But having something that would drive you to write has a different impact.
    I salute you for using your writing skills for the sake others.
    Helping or encouraging others is a good inspiration.
    🙂

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  3. A Passionate Writer says:

    This is so true and I can definitely relate to it. I often write to express my emotions, create, and all of the above. This definitely was a great read and something that showed me that I wasn’t alone. Thanks for sharing.

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    • Yes, but you know whenever someone,says “live fir yourself” people usually end up being too self concerned which is really bad. It is not that if i say live for others and you will actually Start Living For Others.
      One always lives for oneself. It is just that now when u live, you will keep ithers in ur heart. 😉😊
      I hope i was helpful.

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